When u tired of the fucking devil ruining your life and u hear God speak for the first time. No one knows what I deal with on a day to day. The average man wouldn't hesitate to blow his fucking brains out but that's the cowards way out… Most won't understand the genius and beauty in change and learning and the people who have devilish intentions will win in the short term. My soul will always be pure of heart. What's on the surface always looks like one big party but inside there is a little boy looking for help and guidance. People say "be a man". Yeah, that's right but it doesn't take away any pain you really go through. I just wanna stay out the way and do music. Most importantly and great father. I don't have any more patience for anything that will cause me to self destruct!!A photo posted by @chrisbrownofficial on Chris Brown went on Instagram and posted a lengthy message about the “Devil ruining his life.” This is the first time the troubled R&B singer has spoken publicly since his house was robbed last Wednesday (July 15). “When u tired of the fucking devil ruining your life and u hear God speak for the first time,” wrote CB in his Instagram caption. “No one knows what I deal with on a day to day.” This isn’t Brown’s first Instagram outburst this year. In May he posted a lengthy message on the concept of love and in amidst of his custody battle with the mother of his daughter, Nia Guzman, CB called out Nia’s mother because of her comments about Brown’s one-year-old daughter Royalty needing more money for “private school.” Keep track with Brown’s outburst and meltdowns here and read his message above.A group of armed men broke into Chris Brown’s California home last week, held his aunt at gunpoint, locked her in a closet and robbed the place. The men who broke in Chris Brown’s house were reportedly looking specifically for a $50,000 cash payout the singer had received from a recent club appearance. It was initially believed the intruders were with a club promoter or someone with a connection to one. However, yesterday (July 20) Law enforcement sources said LAPD has dispatched its gang unit to the case, believing that it was Bloods members close to Brown who were the perpetrators. Sources from the singer’s camp say CB has cut ties with a good amount of members from his vast entourage.